Lamar Odom LATEST Update: Ex-Wife Khloe Kardashian The Reason For His Suicide Attempt And Drug Addiction? [DETAILS HERE]

Lamar Odom's life definitely wasn't all that easy. His past, with his estranged relationship with his father and divorce with Khloe Kardashian, sent the NBA star spiraling down. Lamar Odom is rumored to blame Khloe Kardashian for his failed suicide attempts and his drug addiction.

According to Radar Online, Lamar Odom even managed to write a suicide note before his overdose. This took place in Nevada brothel bathroom sometime before he was found in his near death situation Oct. of last year.

Lamar Odom expressed his angst over the Kardashians and for being part of the reality show. A part of his note said "unpopular demand" which is believed to be referring to his marriage to Khloe Kardashian which had imploded and how the Kardashians were still destroying him.

The pressure of being with the family as every move is being filmed because of the show "Keeping Up with the Kardashians" got the best of Lamar Odom. He lost his privacy and all of sudden became considered as nothing but the husband of one of the Kardashians. In the process, Lamar Odom may have lost his identity resulting to his depression which led to the overdose.

As added by Hollywood Life, no matter what happens to Lamar Odom, the decision for his treatment will be based on Khloe Kardashian. It is Khloe Kardashian's decision if there is still hope for the embattled NBA star.

A year later, Lamar Odom is still being featured in "Keeping Up with the Kardashians" as he is still in touch with Khloe Kardashian. Though both Khloe Kardashian and Lamar Odom will never be back together again, they remain to be friends with Khloe helping him with his recovery.

Khloe Kardashian and the rest of the Kardashians are supportive of Lamar Odom. They all wish for him to be well. However, no amount of help is enough if Lamar Odom will not help himself. It appears that the NBA star is slowly picking up the pieces and moving on with his life.

The suicide note found Oct. of last year may suggest that he is blaming the Kardashians for his overdose but note that it was written when Lamar Odom is under the influence. He may not be thinking straight and not aware of what he was writing.

The suicide note of Lamar Odom is not a conclusive proof that he is indeed blaming Khloe Kardashian. Both are living separate lives and has already moved on.

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